Dejavu

Now who would have thought that my thirties would be anything like my twenties? I sure didn´t. But this being my first year in my thirties I am seeing too many similarities to when I turned 20. I guess every decade is just the same but I´m just older. Haha joke´s on me. So I recently moved to another part of guatemala called Xela. It´s colder during the night but hotter during the day. Not really hot, the sun is just really strong. This is where my best friend Mariela lives. And since nothing was working out in the Capital I prayed about it and decided to give Xela a chance. Still trying to find a job and wondering if I will. But I have faith that everything will work out. No worries for now. And the guy situation kind of sucks. Why can´t they be more sincere and honest? That is very frustrating. But I will try to continue on...as if my life depended on men..hahaha.